The original plans have changed... I am not moving to the apartment that was previously mentioned here. It was decided that we could do better... the place was a little... shall we say... dingy. Instead of settling for this apartment that neither of us really liked, simply because they would allow us to have a dog, we are going with another option. We are moving to the country, and no, we are not planning on eating a lot of peaches. That is right kids... it can be said... we are moving to a farm. (I prefer to stear clear of the whole 'farm' word, but Erin uses it fondly.) Come the end of May, I will be a farm girl once again. We are moving just down the street from my parent's house, to a little farm that my dad bought 7 or so years ago. It will be all our own. With a little remodeling, I think that it will be just dandy. Erin will have her garden, and neither of us will have to pay rent. The dog will live and play happily, and it will be a beautiful thing.
Have I told you recently how much I like Mae Klingler? She is swell. The voice of reason in the midst of chaos. Mae-Mae, there is no one that will ever take your place, and you will always be the "original roommate."
To shed some more light on my life, I feel that it is appropriate to share with you the summer concert schedule, both past and present. It goes a little something like this:
1. Over the Rhine (The Kent Stage, Kent, OH)
2. The Black Keys (The Lime Spider, Akron, OH)
3. Gomez and Cake (Mem. Aud, Athens, OH)
*These have all already happened.
4. Ryan Adams. May 4. (HOB, Cleveland, OH)
5. Over the Rhine. May 27. (The Lime Spider, Akron, OH)
6. The Killers. May 28. (Scene Pavilion, Cleveland, OH)
7. Modest Mouse. June 8. (I don't know where, Cleveland, OH)
8. Gomez, Ben Harper and others. June 22 (Riverbend Music Center, Cincinnati, OH)
9. The Black Keys, Ben Harper, Donavon Frankenreiter and others. July 13. (Blossom Music Center, Cuyahoga Falls, OH)
10. Coldplay. August 31. (I don't know where, Cleveland, OH)
It is all so exciting. The only thing that could make me more happy now is if Pete Yorn decided to tour and came to Cleveland... or Josh Rouse, that would make me happy too. I am flowing over with joy.
Apr 29, 2005
Apr 28, 2005
it hurts me.
I have to vent. I am frustrated, and normally, I would not use blogger as an outlet to express this frustration, but I feel that at this time it is appropriate.
I am a human, that being said, it should be understandable and even expected that I will make mistakes. I am flawed, and far from perfect. I will be the first one to admit this about myself. In some cases, it may be acceptable, even good, for a friend to point out these flaws. However, I think that there are certain times when love is what is needed, not a harsh word.
Sometimes, I am a shitty friend. I am sorry, if you have suffered from my selfishness or my issues. I make mistakes, and I don't always handle things in the best way, but that is in no way a reflection of how much I care about you. I want to be a better friend, these are not just empty words, but sometimes there is just a certain amount that I am capable of. I am sorry if that is not enough for you. Maybe I am not worth having as a friend.
There are certain things about myself that I am far from happy about. I understand that you may not be happy about them either. I often make decisions that have negative reprocussions, that hurt me and sometimes you. For that I am sorry, but I cannot change what is already done. It may be that I am not the person that I once was, or that the decisions that I am making today may indicate that to you. Despite what things may look like on the outside. I am still me. Inside, I am still the same person. This is something that will not change about me.
I smoke. I have struggled with this problem since my freshman year in high school. I know that this is a frustration to you, but I am not capable of making this better right now. I like music a lot, and what I find in my music is not something that I can find in christian music. If that bothers you, I am sorry. I have not gone to church regularly since I first left OU in the spring of 2003, but there is an extensive list of legitimate reasons for that, and I do not feel that it is your place to tell me, every time that you think it appropriate, that I need to go back to church. Though that may be true, you telling me all the time is not going to get me there any faster.
It occurs to me that you are most likely going to be very displeased with me for having written all of this on my blog. In response to that I must say, it was very offensive to me that you criticized me through comment, which others read, rather than keeping it between us, and than, to further bother me, you put a guilt trip in your own blog posting. This is not what I need from you. I understand that friends challenge eachother, iron sharpens iron and all that, but I need more than constant criticism from you. I need love too. It is possible that I am overly sensitive, but I care a tremendous amount about your friendship, and there is great weight in your words. Though the challenges are good, I need the encouragement as well.
I am a human, that being said, it should be understandable and even expected that I will make mistakes. I am flawed, and far from perfect. I will be the first one to admit this about myself. In some cases, it may be acceptable, even good, for a friend to point out these flaws. However, I think that there are certain times when love is what is needed, not a harsh word.
Sometimes, I am a shitty friend. I am sorry, if you have suffered from my selfishness or my issues. I make mistakes, and I don't always handle things in the best way, but that is in no way a reflection of how much I care about you. I want to be a better friend, these are not just empty words, but sometimes there is just a certain amount that I am capable of. I am sorry if that is not enough for you. Maybe I am not worth having as a friend.
There are certain things about myself that I am far from happy about. I understand that you may not be happy about them either. I often make decisions that have negative reprocussions, that hurt me and sometimes you. For that I am sorry, but I cannot change what is already done. It may be that I am not the person that I once was, or that the decisions that I am making today may indicate that to you. Despite what things may look like on the outside. I am still me. Inside, I am still the same person. This is something that will not change about me.
I smoke. I have struggled with this problem since my freshman year in high school. I know that this is a frustration to you, but I am not capable of making this better right now. I like music a lot, and what I find in my music is not something that I can find in christian music. If that bothers you, I am sorry. I have not gone to church regularly since I first left OU in the spring of 2003, but there is an extensive list of legitimate reasons for that, and I do not feel that it is your place to tell me, every time that you think it appropriate, that I need to go back to church. Though that may be true, you telling me all the time is not going to get me there any faster.
It occurs to me that you are most likely going to be very displeased with me for having written all of this on my blog. In response to that I must say, it was very offensive to me that you criticized me through comment, which others read, rather than keeping it between us, and than, to further bother me, you put a guilt trip in your own blog posting. This is not what I need from you. I understand that friends challenge eachother, iron sharpens iron and all that, but I need more than constant criticism from you. I need love too. It is possible that I am overly sensitive, but I care a tremendous amount about your friendship, and there is great weight in your words. Though the challenges are good, I need the encouragement as well.
Apr 25, 2005
For Fellers
A post just for you, my friend Lyndsey Fellers. I must laugh... Matt is moving to Fairlawn. These are my stomping grounds. This is the place that I have played since I was a wee one. My top Fairlawn outing is Starbucks. This is the location of the store that I worked at for the year that I was not at OU. I also enjoy the Swenson's. You have got to try the Swenson's.
Where exactly in Fairlawn is Matt moving to? What exactly is he moving here for? Job? Where at. I want all the details. Do you all need help moving? I could probably make myself available, pending on when it is all going down. Email me if you want and I will give you my digits and you can call me.
I hope that this was helpful.
Where exactly in Fairlawn is Matt moving to? What exactly is he moving here for? Job? Where at. I want all the details. Do you all need help moving? I could probably make myself available, pending on when it is all going down. Email me if you want and I will give you my digits and you can call me.
I hope that this was helpful.
some changes.
So, I added some things, and I changed some other things. The music is good. Look at it. My new title... try to figure out where that phrase comes from. If you get the answer right, there will be a prize. There is no deadline here, take your time, whoever gets it first wins. The new subheader... sadly, those two things are a large part of my life... also, the title of a movie... you should watch it.
We put down the security deposit for a new apartment this evening. I am not so sure about it. Oh well. It is only two blocks from my house now and they will let us have the dog. Whatever. I might stress too much.
Oh, and my jeep has gone and quit on me. I got to ride in a tow truck this morning! Now, I get to drive the multi-colored jeep. We are featuring 4 colors on the outside, and 2 different interior colors. I look like a clown.
We put down the security deposit for a new apartment this evening. I am not so sure about it. Oh well. It is only two blocks from my house now and they will let us have the dog. Whatever. I might stress too much.
Oh, and my jeep has gone and quit on me. I got to ride in a tow truck this morning! Now, I get to drive the multi-colored jeep. We are featuring 4 colors on the outside, and 2 different interior colors. I look like a clown.
Apr 24, 2005
The Rubber City
Interesting things about Akron, Ohio. There is not a whole lot I can say about this, but I will do my best to keep your attention.
The city of Akron is known for its rubber production. Specifically, a shit load of tires used to be made here. The Goodyear factory is still ticking, but Firestone Tire left years ago. A dude named Harvey Firestone is from Akron, he started Firestone tire. This company used to have a contract with Ford motor compay. Henry Ford and Harvey Firestone were good friends. All the big old houses, that the rich executives used to live in, are in West Akron. All the wealthy people lived in West Akron because the wind always blows in such a direction that none of the smog from the tire factories that are downtown never comes west. So the gettos of Akron are north and east. These are the places that one would want to avoid when visiting.
Downtown Akron is home of the National Inventors Hall of Fame, and the University of Akron, which is the second largest university in the state. Akron is also the base of NEOUCOM which is a nationally recognized medical school program. There are also a variety of bars, such as you may find in uptown Athens.
Music. There is a decent little music scene here. Several famous individuals have come out of the city. These would include, the gents of The Black Keys, Lovedrug, and Joseph Arthur.
We also have the privelege of saying that there are 4 Starbucks in a 4 mile strip of West Market Street. I am also proud to say that Summit county (of which Akron is the center) voted democratic. It was one of only a few counties in Ohio that went to John Kerry.
If all that wasn't enough for you... I was born at Akron General Mecical Center. You should need nothing more to convince you that Akron is the place to be.
*I feel that now I must make a disclaimer. I understand that most of you could care less about any of this, however, I was asked to express to you some interesting things about Akron, and well, I aim to please.
The city of Akron is known for its rubber production. Specifically, a shit load of tires used to be made here. The Goodyear factory is still ticking, but Firestone Tire left years ago. A dude named Harvey Firestone is from Akron, he started Firestone tire. This company used to have a contract with Ford motor compay. Henry Ford and Harvey Firestone were good friends. All the big old houses, that the rich executives used to live in, are in West Akron. All the wealthy people lived in West Akron because the wind always blows in such a direction that none of the smog from the tire factories that are downtown never comes west. So the gettos of Akron are north and east. These are the places that one would want to avoid when visiting.
Downtown Akron is home of the National Inventors Hall of Fame, and the University of Akron, which is the second largest university in the state. Akron is also the base of NEOUCOM which is a nationally recognized medical school program. There are also a variety of bars, such as you may find in uptown Athens.
Music. There is a decent little music scene here. Several famous individuals have come out of the city. These would include, the gents of The Black Keys, Lovedrug, and Joseph Arthur.
We also have the privelege of saying that there are 4 Starbucks in a 4 mile strip of West Market Street. I am also proud to say that Summit county (of which Akron is the center) voted democratic. It was one of only a few counties in Ohio that went to John Kerry.
If all that wasn't enough for you... I was born at Akron General Mecical Center. You should need nothing more to convince you that Akron is the place to be.
*I feel that now I must make a disclaimer. I understand that most of you could care less about any of this, however, I was asked to express to you some interesting things about Akron, and well, I aim to please.
Apr 23, 2005
the hunt goes on.
Lyndsey, I feel your pain. I too have been looking for an apartment that will allow us to have little Lola (that is the puppy), and I have had no luck. She is just a wee little pup. I don't see what the problem is. My response to the constant turndowns has become almost unbearable. To say I am excessively discouraged is a drastic understatement. However, I am trying to keep my head up. We still have just over a month. Something is bound to come around... yes?
I did something new yesterday. Possibly something crazy. Just after 3pm, my roommate and I hopped in the car, drove to Starbucks, got some drinks, than drove 3 hours to the beautiful little town of Athens, Ohio. This part of the trip would have gone on without a hitch, except for the massive construction and stupid drivers. Needless to say, I was dealing with a mild case of road rage.
Upon arrival in Athens, we picked up the lovely Talya Strader, consumed some Pita Pit (how can it be that it had been almost a year since I had this amazing food), then chatted with Talya until she had to go to work at 8pm.
Next was Gomez and Cake. The bands... yes, I have a problem, I know. In my defense, I must say, it is concert season. Eventually, things will die down. Really. This one was a great show. I cannot even begin to express to you how amazing it was. Gomez... yeah, I tried to get them to come home with me, but they didn't seem all that interested. I can't figure it out. I thought for sure that when I told them that I named my hedgehog after them that it would clinch the deal. Maybe next time.
The show ended and then the rains came. It was a sort of torrential downpour. Not my idea of fun driving conditions. So, I got me some grogg, gave TD a final farewell, resumed my position in the drivers seat and we embarked back to the homeland. The drive was not what one would call a pleasant experience. All the cops tailed me (which prevented me from speeding, which if you know me at all, you know that this is a problem), it poured all the way home, I had to get off the highway 3 times before I found an open gas station, and Erin slept all the way home. Don't misunderstand me, it was okay that Erin slept. She had to be at work at 5:30am to open the Starbucks. I was just a little lonely. So I sang... a lot. Drank lots of coffee and smoked lots of cigarettes. We arrived at the casa at just after 3am. It was a crazy, crazy trip. There must be some sort of life lesson or bit of wisdom that I should learn from this trip, but all I can think about now...
This set of knees has got to go. I need to get me some new ones.
I did something new yesterday. Possibly something crazy. Just after 3pm, my roommate and I hopped in the car, drove to Starbucks, got some drinks, than drove 3 hours to the beautiful little town of Athens, Ohio. This part of the trip would have gone on without a hitch, except for the massive construction and stupid drivers. Needless to say, I was dealing with a mild case of road rage.
Upon arrival in Athens, we picked up the lovely Talya Strader, consumed some Pita Pit (how can it be that it had been almost a year since I had this amazing food), then chatted with Talya until she had to go to work at 8pm.
Next was Gomez and Cake. The bands... yes, I have a problem, I know. In my defense, I must say, it is concert season. Eventually, things will die down. Really. This one was a great show. I cannot even begin to express to you how amazing it was. Gomez... yeah, I tried to get them to come home with me, but they didn't seem all that interested. I can't figure it out. I thought for sure that when I told them that I named my hedgehog after them that it would clinch the deal. Maybe next time.
The show ended and then the rains came. It was a sort of torrential downpour. Not my idea of fun driving conditions. So, I got me some grogg, gave TD a final farewell, resumed my position in the drivers seat and we embarked back to the homeland. The drive was not what one would call a pleasant experience. All the cops tailed me (which prevented me from speeding, which if you know me at all, you know that this is a problem), it poured all the way home, I had to get off the highway 3 times before I found an open gas station, and Erin slept all the way home. Don't misunderstand me, it was okay that Erin slept. She had to be at work at 5:30am to open the Starbucks. I was just a little lonely. So I sang... a lot. Drank lots of coffee and smoked lots of cigarettes. We arrived at the casa at just after 3am. It was a crazy, crazy trip. There must be some sort of life lesson or bit of wisdom that I should learn from this trip, but all I can think about now...
This set of knees has got to go. I need to get me some new ones.
Apr 12, 2005
untitled.
I just realized that I talk about drunk people and concerts too much. From now on, I am going to try to keep that to a minimal. I appologize if this has been an annoyance.
Today, we will talk about houses, puppies, and reading. First, houses... I am attempting to buy a house. Actually, I am trying to convince my dad to buy me a house that I would eventually purchase from him, or sell at a later date for profit. This evening will be the final pitch... say a little prayer. The house of my desire is located here in West Akron, at the corner of Exchange and Westover. It is a beautiful little brick house with a nice 2 car garage. There are 4 bedrooms, which at this point I am not really sure what I will do with, but the best part, there is a breakfast knook! It is so adorable, really, you must see it.
The thing is this, the house is on the big side, at least for just little old me. There are 4 bedrooms, one of which I will occupy. I assume one will work nicely for a little office of sorts. Molnar is going to live in the third, but that leave one extra. Any takers? Now I must say, I am going to be very selective in my roommate selection, and if I even get the house is still very much up in the air, but it could be a possiblity. Talya, Mae-Mae, the two of you would be at the top of my roommate selection list. Would either of you possibly be interested in relocating to Akron?
Puppies: I had a puppy pee on my white tank top on Sunday. Did you know that puppy pee is clear?! No, it is not yellow like the typical pee type. Who knew!? I certainly didn't. Erin selected her puppy. She has been named Lola (as in the cross-dresser). As soon as Lola was picked out of the three little puppies, I was not allowed to hold her. Apparently, Molnar is concerned that Lola will decide that she likes me better, so to prevent this from happening, I will not be allowed to play with her until it is certain that Erin is her favorite. It seems a little strange to me, but whatever. She is so cute by the way. It almost makes me want one for my very own.
Reading: I have been doing too much of it lately. Seriously, it might be becoming a problem. I am not sure how to go about controling myself. Mae, I read that Chuck Klosterman book. It was swell, thanks for the recommendation.
Randoms: I decided yesterday that I am going to keep my hair cut short for the summer. I will continue to buzz cut it until about mid-august, than I will proceed in the growing out process. It just seems like a fun summer thing to do. Thoughts? Do you all still love me, because I have been wondering lately. Please, tell me that you love me.
Today, we will talk about houses, puppies, and reading. First, houses... I am attempting to buy a house. Actually, I am trying to convince my dad to buy me a house that I would eventually purchase from him, or sell at a later date for profit. This evening will be the final pitch... say a little prayer. The house of my desire is located here in West Akron, at the corner of Exchange and Westover. It is a beautiful little brick house with a nice 2 car garage. There are 4 bedrooms, which at this point I am not really sure what I will do with, but the best part, there is a breakfast knook! It is so adorable, really, you must see it.
The thing is this, the house is on the big side, at least for just little old me. There are 4 bedrooms, one of which I will occupy. I assume one will work nicely for a little office of sorts. Molnar is going to live in the third, but that leave one extra. Any takers? Now I must say, I am going to be very selective in my roommate selection, and if I even get the house is still very much up in the air, but it could be a possiblity. Talya, Mae-Mae, the two of you would be at the top of my roommate selection list. Would either of you possibly be interested in relocating to Akron?
Puppies: I had a puppy pee on my white tank top on Sunday. Did you know that puppy pee is clear?! No, it is not yellow like the typical pee type. Who knew!? I certainly didn't. Erin selected her puppy. She has been named Lola (as in the cross-dresser). As soon as Lola was picked out of the three little puppies, I was not allowed to hold her. Apparently, Molnar is concerned that Lola will decide that she likes me better, so to prevent this from happening, I will not be allowed to play with her until it is certain that Erin is her favorite. It seems a little strange to me, but whatever. She is so cute by the way. It almost makes me want one for my very own.
Reading: I have been doing too much of it lately. Seriously, it might be becoming a problem. I am not sure how to go about controling myself. Mae, I read that Chuck Klosterman book. It was swell, thanks for the recommendation.
Randoms: I decided yesterday that I am going to keep my hair cut short for the summer. I will continue to buzz cut it until about mid-august, than I will proceed in the growing out process. It just seems like a fun summer thing to do. Thoughts? Do you all still love me, because I have been wondering lately. Please, tell me that you love me.
Apr 9, 2005
crazy drunk ladies.
Why is the world such a sad and crazy place? Today, a woman was crossing the Tops parking lot, just having bought her groceries, and she was hit by a car. Apparently, the driver was driving a bit too fast. The woman died. Last Thursday, a friend of mine died in a car accident. She was broad-sided by a truck, broke her neck and was killed almost instantly. She used to be my favorite Starbucks customer. Why do these things happen? It makes me sad.
Last night the Black Keys were in Akron. We went, because well, I like the Black Keys. I am not sure if it is Erin or me that attracts these obnoxious people, but a drunk 40ish year old woman attached herself to us. The funny of the night was this... I went to the bathroom, walked in the door, and a woman standing before the mirror turned and proceeded to rub my shaved head vigorously. This in unacceptable. I felt as though I had been molested. While this was going on, Erin was left alone with the wasted lady. The conversation is said to have gone something like this... Wasted Lady: "What is your friend's name?" Molnar: "Colleen." WL: "Do you lover her?" M: "Well, she is my friend so, yes, I love her." WL: "Do you want to be involved." M: "No. She is my friend."
Yikes... I think that is real funny. The other funny was when the WL told me that Erin smelled. I looked at her in a confused sort of way and said, "Good or bad?" She proceeded to pinch her nose, shake her head, and say, "Bad." I must state in Erin's defense, she didn't smell bad, and never before have I heard this complaint about her. If anything, I am the smelly one.
Folks, the whole experience was really bizarre. Quite frankly, I could have done without it. The Black Keys were outstanding though. That portion was pure enjoyment. My ears were buzzing at extreme levels when we left though, and I seem to be talking at a much louder level than usual today. That is the price you pay for good music.
Last night the Black Keys were in Akron. We went, because well, I like the Black Keys. I am not sure if it is Erin or me that attracts these obnoxious people, but a drunk 40ish year old woman attached herself to us. The funny of the night was this... I went to the bathroom, walked in the door, and a woman standing before the mirror turned and proceeded to rub my shaved head vigorously. This in unacceptable. I felt as though I had been molested. While this was going on, Erin was left alone with the wasted lady. The conversation is said to have gone something like this... Wasted Lady: "What is your friend's name?" Molnar: "Colleen." WL: "Do you lover her?" M: "Well, she is my friend so, yes, I love her." WL: "Do you want to be involved." M: "No. She is my friend."
Yikes... I think that is real funny. The other funny was when the WL told me that Erin smelled. I looked at her in a confused sort of way and said, "Good or bad?" She proceeded to pinch her nose, shake her head, and say, "Bad." I must state in Erin's defense, she didn't smell bad, and never before have I heard this complaint about her. If anything, I am the smelly one.
Folks, the whole experience was really bizarre. Quite frankly, I could have done without it. The Black Keys were outstanding though. That portion was pure enjoyment. My ears were buzzing at extreme levels when we left though, and I seem to be talking at a much louder level than usual today. That is the price you pay for good music.
Apr 3, 2005
OTR
The information you will recieve in this post is directed mostly towards a Miss Mae Klingler, however, it may be interesting to the rest of you as well. Hence why I am writing, rather than just calling Mae and telling her.
Last night I had the privledge of attending the best Over the Rhine show ever preformed. Molnar says that it was just for me, because who knows, maybe it wasn't as enjoyable for some of the rest of the audience. I however, loved it. They sang all of the best songs... including, Suitcase (eat your heart out Klingler), Latter Days (my first favorite OTR song), Ohio, Spark (my favorite song on the new album). Dude they even busted out one from Ametuer Shortwave Radio. All of the best songs from Drunkard's Prayer were also featured. It was swell. You should have been there.
Last night I had the privledge of attending the best Over the Rhine show ever preformed. Molnar says that it was just for me, because who knows, maybe it wasn't as enjoyable for some of the rest of the audience. I however, loved it. They sang all of the best songs... including, Suitcase (eat your heart out Klingler), Latter Days (my first favorite OTR song), Ohio, Spark (my favorite song on the new album). Dude they even busted out one from Ametuer Shortwave Radio. All of the best songs from Drunkard's Prayer were also featured. It was swell. You should have been there.
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