the letdown

apparently, i am the worst friend ever. i was supposed to go to athens this weekend. mae has a show this evening. the word on the street is that it is her biggest show ever (she is playing with laura). it was going to be an old roomie thing. we were all supposed to be there. 20 monty back together again. i let them all down. in my support, i was torn. i was either going to let my athens friends down, or i was going to let my akron friends down. i went with letting down the athens friends. please, dont think that the decision was easy, or that my decision is an indication of who i care more about. the decision was made based on safty and severity of need. in all honesty, it is probably better that i stayed here anyhow. huge blizzard... bad to drive in.

mae, lyndsey, talya, and emily, i am sorry that i let you all down. mae, in particular, i am sorry that i missed your show. please, give me some grace. i did really need to be here. i do, however, love you all very much. someday, i will learn how to be a good friend.